I could cry…

I could cry for 5 hours or 5 seconds.
Ask me to cry from my left eye alone or make each eye shed a single tear.
I could cry till the snow melts or the leaves turn to green.
There are so many ways I could cry.

I could cry even when I am in the middle of a laughing fit.
I could stop crying if you tell me to stop.
I could stop crying by looking at a bird dying or start by looking at a mother weeping.
This is how well I can control my emotions.

How well I can control my mind to think what I let it to.
Well I will not say it was easy to master this.
It was not easy at all.
Probably the hardest thing I ever had to do.

But I had to.. to survive.