This breaks my heart
This breaks my soul
This breaks the purpose of my existence.
I continue to walk as a ghost in the midst of people.
Forever surrendering to the divine and hoping for a release
A sweet release.
Waiting for the day the pain will cease
Till then I will move in this world
Lost and scared
Not today I tell myself
Maybe in the future
Maybe when I am too tired
But not today
That is how I get through everyday
Telling myself not today
