Things I wish I Could Tell Them…
These are all the things I wish I could tell my dad and sister who committed suicide..
I found it odd sometimes that I could be having a good time in a room filled with my closest friends or family, partying and dancing and if I see a book sitting in a corner, I just couldn’t resist the urge to pick it up and read the back cover blurb. I would do […]
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It has been 4 months since I lost my unborn child. For almost 3 months, I tried my best to pour life into my mother as she stayed with us and bring a new life in my own womb so that we can be healed. I hoped for this new life to bring hope into […]
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Why did I start this blog? What am I trying to achieve by telling random people on the internet or those of you who know me about my life, my mistakes, things I have learned? Why don’t I just post happy photos on Instagram when I am happy, or share some deep-meaning quote from some […]
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It has been a year since my sister committed suicide. A year since she gave up on life because it kept getting “hard”. It has just been a year when my mind, heart and soul shattered for the second time in my life. But it doesn’t feel like a year. It feels like 20 years […]
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The first time someone I loved died, I had cried in an auto rickshaw when there were a few hundred rupees in my bank account and the second time I lost someone, I had cried in a BMW car with thousands of dollars in my account. What I can say with confidence is that the […]
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As you swim through the ocean of joy and despair we call life,You’ll meet all kinds of people, both friend and foe. As you struggle in this sea, you might see some who just glance,They’ll judge from afar, missing your challenging dance.They may spot you gliding or performing a graceful stroke,And think, “What a swimmer, […]
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I walk in this world bearing two faces. One for the world to see and one hidden deep inside. The strong self walks into the world trudging in the path set forth by life.. Strong and brave, it seems to convince others and itself that it is strong enough to face the highs and lows […]
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Being in grief is like sitting in your very own personalized room of darkness and hell.. Some days we sit in a sinkhole of despair, changing into many costumes that Grief offers us. Grief is not only sadness. It is not just despair. It is anger. It is frustration, insecurities and helplessness. Grief wears many […]
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I fall and fall down an abyss of despairHave I gone too deep on the wrong end?Is there no light shining through?Have I left parts of me at the bottom of the world?I look around in darkness,Groping around searching for the lost piecesFor I know I am missing quite a few Because I feel lighter […]
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I distinctly remember my younger self sometimes. The confused and scared 21 year old. I remember telling myself I MUST have learned all the things I need to know to get through this. I remember feeling frustrated, angry and jealous of my friends and people around me. That they had people and things that I […]
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